Demons of my mind

It's been a while since we've spoken,
Also looked each other in the eye
The thought of that brings back old ones
But can't cut them out, no matter how hard I try
You seem so cool, so unchanged
Armed with the pretence of being so strong
But I try to do the same in my own place
So please don't get me wrong
The wish of never crossing paths again
Was something I greeted with a big smile
But a good half year down the line,I think to myself
Who was I kidding all this while
When we said the last goodbye,
You took away a part of me
One I'd never knew existed
One I never had the sense to see
I don't ask for forgiveness
Neither do I wallow in self pity
But it would be nice if you felt what I do
And see things my way, as it ain't pretty
I know I'd ask a lot from you
If I'd ask you to put the past behind
Believe in me yet another time
And help me put to rest forever,
The demons of my mind